5/4/07

Fatso!!

Wow, I went to the doctor for a yearly checkup.
They weighed me.
Good god!!
I'm one of those people who never weighs themself because when I see numbers on the scale which do not match with what the Beautiful People weigh, I get down on myself. I've been relatively happy with my physical appearance, but as of late, the poundage has been creeping up, and I anticipated that this most recent weigh-in might not be the happiest of occasions.
I guess it's time to actually act my age and cut out the processed flour and sugar, step up the exercise....

More to come.

4/18/07

The power of Friends

Lately, I have been in touch with friends from high school. Some I barely knew, others, I ran with, played basketball with, and partied with. For some reason, it's the ones I barely knew who intrigue me the most. I did not know them. The day we graduated, I lost memory of them . In fact, I did not even think of them the day we graduated. It amazes me to see the photos of their childrem, read the stories of their lives. What the hell was I thinking way back when when we graduated? Of course, you don't keep track of them all. But they were not even a fly on the wallpaper of my thoughts. And now they have children, they have holes in their throats, they are in wheelchairs, they have all questioned their lives in a million ways.

Then there are the ones after high school. We happened upon each other by chance. Our lives and livers have stayed connected.

3/27/07

3/23/07

Anonymously this time

This is the 3rd blog I've started.
The previous 2 were known to my family and friends, and I eventually figured out that I write things differently when I know that my words will be read by people who know me. At this point, I am afraid of that. Maybe somewhere down the line I'll be able to shout to the world, "Look what I've done!! Look who I am!! Look what I've written!!" But for now, I'll hide as mrsumba and see if this isn't more liberating.